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" I don't know whether I should be happy because we're friends, or sad because that's all we'll ever be." Assalamualaikum and hi there, um so this post is about two days ago. Well i didn't have much time to online using the computer, sorry though. Oh yeah as you know the date up there yah for those who knows about it hm yeah :), for those who didn't read my old post i mean my really old old post eheheh. So here it goes :) So it's wednesday, and i got koko so i have to go in the morning session so i was superly duperly excited well as you can see i can meet my crush so i thought that we can talk and laugh something like that. But we didn't, yes we didn't. So i'm gonna start, so i reached school at 8 something, and i went to the canteen cause i have koko. I waited and waited until its end, so i went down to "Dataran Ilmu" which is kinda like the place that we gather and went to class. After that, i saw some of my ex-seniors th...

"Love is like falling down, in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever." Assalamualaikum and hi there, oh and happy holidays. Yah, so this post is kinda sad well here it goes. You know that i love right? Ya, i still love him though, i tried to let him go and just continue my life and be happy. Well i am happy but not as always, look i'm not blaming anyone even him. He knows that i love him and maybe or idk he wants me to move on? Probably. But if he wants me too, i will be i don't know when. I'm not being selfish or anything hut i do want him to be that special someone but i think of it hey it's impossible, he seems so happy with his life. And i don't want to bother his life nor ruin his life. Let him be happy maybe it's not my time yet, i have a long journey i mean really long. Maybe we weren't meant to be together. But i do miss him, i mean it's been 4 months we haven't meet.  And i just want to bring bac...

My sister, mother, best friend. Hanis :* Assalamualaikum and hello there! So it's been a long time it's because of my monthly examination blame em' no literally lol. So yeah it's not that hard. I can answer all those questions ehehehe. Mum took my phone and laptop so i studied a lot i mean really a lot non-stop. Yeah, my life is really without internet what great? NO ITS HORRIBLE! So as you see yes, hanis wore glasses! We looked da same! I mean were twins harhar. Oh and guys she's moving away and it's March she got only 2 months left but she's part of my life. Why is all the people i love is going away i mean moving away drifting away. I just can't she's everything she's my best friend. Although we do fight sometimes but i can't bear seeing her far away from me. It's hard well i don't know but i'm planning something really good tho' eheh So i'm not gonna tell but i'm gonna tell that she's moving on 25th of May y...

"Run as hard as you can don't look back, run!" Assalamualaikum and hello there, well it's been a long time right. Well i'm busy lately with school, and this tuesday i got my march examinations so wish me luck! Herher. Okay so yesterday my school had cross country. I didn't run, well i have asthma and i jaga track. It's sort of giving out numbers to people 1-42/43 only hehehe. So let's begin. I woke up at 518 yes that was pretty early because my bus leaves at 620 and i reached school at 650 it was super early i mean it was still dark and i'm the only malay girl came early lol. And i walked to the cabin and sat there and waited fer hanis, umul, farhah and others. It was a lovely morning the morning breeze aaahhh. I really love it. And it kinda brings me back when the first time i met my crush hm, i nearly cried tho. I really miss him.  Okay, back to the story. After that. hanis came and so we talk bla bla bla and stuffs. After that we have to line...