Please Don't Leave Me Here, Alone....

My sister, mother, best friend. Hanis :*

Assalamualaikum and hello there! So it's been a long time it's because of my monthly examination blame em' no literally lol. So yeah it's not that hard. I can answer all those questions ehehehe. Mum took my phone and laptop so i studied a lot i mean really a lot non-stop. Yeah, my life is really without internet what great? NO ITS HORRIBLE!

So as you see yes, hanis wore glasses! We looked da same! I mean were twins harhar. Oh and guys she's moving away and it's March she got only 2 months left but she's part of my life. Why is all the people i love is going away i mean moving away drifting away. I just can't she's everything she's my best friend. Although we do fight sometimes but i can't bear seeing her far away from me. It's hard well i don't know but i'm planning something really good tho' eheh

So i'm not gonna tell but i'm gonna tell that she's moving on 25th of May yes it's kinda like the end of the month. But Melbourne is too far so far away. I just don't want her to move away but i'm glad when she moves there, put up a smile on her face. And she's happy there, and yeah i got the most greatest idea for her moving away present you'll see. But it's a surprise, yeap ehehehe. But May is getting near every and each day....

I'm sad because i'm not a good friend but i'm thankful to have a friend like her. She's always there for me, she's the one that found out who is my crush, she's the one i talk about my crush a lot. And i know it's annoying but she never gets bored of it. And i'm sad that hanis won't be there when i needed her i mean she will be there but not there in front of me giving me hopes that one day my crush will like me will it would be impossible but she always said this to me "Don't give up, i know theres hope" "Kau ni belum cuba belum tahu" Hahaha, i got scolded a lot hahaha.

But the memories we spent i won't forget about it, i won't forget about you. The games we played, remember when you hit cikgu mumtaz's plat car's number. I still remember that, remember when we want to look at the track for the cross country me, you and farhah we're running together in the rain. Remember when, your sad knowing that Aliff is moving away. And you didn't eat or get enough sleep you were sick. And i forced you to eat. And whenever i'm sick you will say "Dah makan ubat?" you know that i really need you in my life.

I'm sorry a good friend i'm not there when your sad, i only take care of my own feelings. I don't lose you i really love you your the greatest friend i've ever had. I just don't you to move away. I have no shoulder to cry on, no thoughts on my mind to tell about. I just can't.... i'm begging you please don't leave me. I am begging you..... your the greatest friend that i've ever had. I don't want to lose you. All i just can say thank you for the adventure, hopes, memories that we shared together. And i promise i will never forget about you! I promise. Hanis, thank you from the bottom of my heart thank you for everything and i love you thank you :')

You're...
My Friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years.

"If I had one gift that I could give you, my friend, it would be the ability to see yourself as others see you, because only then would you know how extremely special you are."