2016

Hello--

It's been months isn't it. I've been busy with work yeap currently I'm working at this yogurt shop. How's the year so far? January was amazing I really enjoyed not pretty sure about this month. Since I've finished school I really miss my classmates as time goes by. Day by day, I keep reminiscing those days where I would laugh every single day and I would've wake up every day and get excited on what will I laugh about today. My high school years was awful but it ended very well. My form 5 year was really great and I would it treasure it forever.

 

I'm actually glad that I still stick with the friends I'm really close with. Mimi, Su, Hanis, Aqilah and Hana are the people that keep up with my shit every day haha every single day honestly. Things are not good but it's better. Time to time I would miss school I can't believe that I'm even saying this (on the fact that since I was 14 I've always wanted school to end) A lot of things happened because of school. First, are my friends. Second, school's the reason why I know the guy I like. Do I regret it? No, if I were to go back in time I would want to experience it again. Yknow, the feeling of getting up for school, the hate feeling I get at every morning assembly haha. I do hate school just because of how it is. But the memories that are buried inside there is too remarkable. Going to Jalan Bukit was my greatest decision ever although I thought it was the most worst school ever but it made me learn about a few stuffs. I'm truly glad.

Work? I do enjoy it yea everyone's really great. I'm currently working with Aqilah. It was hard at first I nearly quit but something made me stayed. The company, as time goes by I start to feel great at work. But every minute I still think of him yea it kinda suck. I have no distractions, the only thing that I kept looking is the entrance. Hoping that one day he would come and say hi and would spend hours and hours talking to me. Well that's how your mind tricks you. 

I've been enjoying the night sky. The starry sky, starry night, the moon and the night's wind. With my earphone plugged in it's a great feeling. What I noticed is I would wish at the brightest star. Wishing on stupid things. Funny, this blog is 'sort of me feeling like a depressed teen'. Yknow I just wish things would work out between both of us even better I hope that he would notice me. Funny. 

Well that pretty much sums up. Will update soon if I have the time. Goodbye for now!

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