absolutely nothing

i don't want to question what's the content in your heart, all i know she is one heck of a lucky girl aite? she's lovely and i believe she will bring the light in your life once again. i'm just a shadow that has been chasing for years, months and days. i've been longing for your presence, i want to let go so much i want to move on so much but i'm afraid if i do so i might hurt you. i mean that's how i feel, i feel as if i was the one who's leaving scars inside your heart. your happiness is my greatest pain but it's alright because as long as you're happy as long as you're living your to the fullest it'll be just enough to fill the content in my heart. i love you so much even i can't explain why. i know it sounds creepy i, myself too is creepy. yea, who doesn't wish someone whom you treasure the most to feel the same way. i keep on repeating this word to myself over and over again "i guess it's just not meant to be" t...

if i didn't went to camp the other day i could've seen that pretty face of  yours. you have no idea how long i waited for that special day to come  because it was my only i mean the only way i could see you. i'm not  sure what the future might be, we might bump in to each other. or we  might meet up. isn't it funny how i just can't see other guys just like  how i see you, i am indeed a depressing sixteen year old teen. i hope  we could meet, a day out to the cinema would be nice or maybe  never. i feel distant from you, i search every corner maybe you  would've suddenly come up. i wish that could happen haha i keep on  imagining things quiet often these days. i miss you for the hunderd  thousand of times i miss you so much. i know you don't care, i know  you love her, i know you'll never lay your eyes on me i know that. but  they say miracles happen every day but a person like me doesn't  deserve those kind of miracle. i ...