let go & let God

it feels like it was just yesterday we were celebrating a new year (2013) time flies really fast nowadays. this year a lot of things had happened i learned a lot and also lost a lot too. i know i'll miss it there are just so many memories to be remembered. i know you can't look back you just have to move forward how odd it is to be so attached to the past. i keep on telling myself that he is gone memories of him is fading i'm trying my best to let go yeah there are times i miss him but it's getting better i mean i don't miss him as much as i used too. it feels great haha why should i stay it's been too long, too long. yes indeed, he did gave a lot of sweet memories but i waited long enough i should stop and move on with my life. be happy turn things around, i don't want expect too much on 2014 whatever it leads me to i just hope it leads me to the right path. to my friends that keep up with my shits i really wanna thank you guys i mean it's been a blast having you guys around. overall, it's not a bad year it's just i chose it to be that way. i don't know what the future might lead me to but it is all in His hand, He knows what's the best for me. so happy new year! may 2014 be wonderful as you all expected and have a great life, surround yourself with the people who loves you and yea have a great day & life. 

“But still, no matter how much time passes, no matter what takes place in the interim, there are some things we can never assign to oblivion, memories we can never rub away. They remain with us forever, like a touchstone.” ― Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore


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