flesh and bone


i sat there upon the window i looked around it was dull like everything is, something caught my attention 3 boys were playing basketball one was chinese, indian and a malay. i blinked a couple of times, and i was right it was you. you guys were blindfolded i stood there and see your hair flow sideways like it is always. i ran towards you, you pulled the soft cloth to see who is in front of you, you were surprised it was me. your hazel eyes stood in front of me, your long and wavy hair touched your face when the wind blows. i stroked your hair, you held my hand and brought me to your aunt. your aunt said "if she is the one you are planning to be with then i wouldn't mind"  your aunt was happy you finally came home and brought me to meet her. your aunt has a great personality. it was something my soul needed, something that could make me feel complete once again. you promised me you won't leave, and you said this is real. you lift me and turn me around and hug me and you said "promise me you'll stay, promise me you won't leave, promise me you'll always be here, next to me" 

but then it was all just a dream, a wonderful dream.

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