enough

 

As time/months passes by nothing has changed i'm still this. Nothing. I'm sorry for being such a burden dragging you around. But hey i was right you wouldn't care less about it. My life has been nothing but a piece of shit it keeps on coming keep on taking every bit of happiness i have. Every minute, every second.

I stare at myself in the mirror, crying. Why can't i be like others feel completely needed by everybody. I stare and count everything i hate about myself. Trust me i don't even know who i am anymore. It keeps on haunting me, scaring the shit out of me. I'm tired of seeing how things are falling each day.How can just in one sentence just takes every bit of happiness that i had. Every bit of joy in me gone just with one sentence. I feel like ripping my self. That one sentence makes me feel unwanted, worthless, nothing, nothing, absolutely nothing. It cuts deep it hurts. I can't imagine much other things to describe how i feel. It hurts so much. Please just make it stop. I want it to end just for once i want to be happy and not worry about anything.  

I pray so that this feeling will go away but it gotten worse each day. I'm tired, devastated. I don't know what to do. I'm confused, tired, dead.


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