Wordless Wednesday #5

Assalamualaikum and hi there. January is coming to an end which means i only got 8 months left for pmr. Apparently my teachers are talking about it a lot lately saying we're the last badge and we should do our best on it. So does my parents, lets just say everyone around me? Yeah.

 Yesterday was really tiring i don't even know why, it was really hot. Today worked out really well, it was nice. Koko was nice too. But i can't stand the heat/sun its too hot and i'm getting tan each day sigh. I am apparently in a process to whiten back my tan face but its not working that well. Hahah, how now? I thought being in the morning session makes me less tan than being in the afternoon lol but its not, its still the same. There goes my rant.

 Its wasn't supposed to be me-ranting-post but what to do there's so much to rant about lol. But overall 2013 is really great well 1 month down 11 to go. I hope things turn a bit better than these last 2 years? Yea. This may sound a bit cliche but everything in my life right now is complete i have god, family, friends, him. I feel complete once again i feel much more better. I feel like i'm healing each day. I hope what i'm doing right now is not a mistake and i think its not. It is supposed to be this way from the beginning.

 I feel grateful, much more happier. I laughed a lot frankly saying january is a good month. Well they said the beginning is always the hardest yes it is, but if you won't try you won't know. Yes i've been through a lot this month i know there's always a reason why. There's so much things you should be happy about. I don't actually know what am i feeling right now but i think ya im a bit happy than before.

 Wow i sound dumb, for the second there i said i'm happy then i said i don't know whether i am happy or not lol. 



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