11/01
Assalamualaikum and hello there, ha happy birthday to me!!! hehehe. Alhamdulillah i've made it through the day and it was a pretty rough day at school today. But glad to have my lads around. We even got scolded by our maths teacher cause of laughing to much. Ahh thank you to all that wished me, i feel blessed and thank to Allah for giving these wonderful people with me.
So um this evening i took a nap, guess what i dreamt? Yea you remember that one dude that i used to talk a lot about? Well its been 1 year since we last met. I can say, i really miss him so much. Somehow i feel like he was the one true love that i can never forget. Yeah i have crushes back then but he's not like the rest, he's too hard for me to forget about. I dreamt it was a windy and it looks like it's about to rain.
We were in love, we went to this one wedding which his friend's wedding i think so, after that we went to this place i don't actually remember how was the scenery but yeah we were sitting. He sat there and i joined him, i sort of hugged him and lay on his chest, felt his heartbeat. It was beating fast. We hugged for the rest of the day, he looked happy and i did too. I never saw a big smile from me for quite a long time.
After that, we have to go somewhere, i called him cause i want to meet him. So he came and hugged while lifting me and turn around. I feel so happy somehow it was the best present? But its just a dream. Some says if we dream about someone that means they miss us? Well i don't actually believe that sentence since practically everyone said "mimpi tu mainan syaitan" maybe? But it felt so real.
I haven't talked about him for quiet a long time, it was so sudden and i was so young. Its been 3 years now and i think i still love him. Well yea i actually have this one crush on this one guy but it didn't felt like i love this dude. He made me feel something unusual i mean he's wonderful but it's sad for me to just let go of him when he knows how actually i felt for him. It was 2 years ago, i should just forget about it i guess?
He has somebody else and i shouldn't talk about it no more, just move on. I have so many to look up to. So many things to do, but missing him well uhm i guess its part of it. Love, if your reading this i've never felt love like yours. I feel happy most of the time, i cried yes countless times. But what you made me feel, like i was living with the wind. It was calm and i felt happy.
So um this evening i took a nap, guess what i dreamt? Yea you remember that one dude that i used to talk a lot about? Well its been 1 year since we last met. I can say, i really miss him so much. Somehow i feel like he was the one true love that i can never forget. Yeah i have crushes back then but he's not like the rest, he's too hard for me to forget about. I dreamt it was a windy and it looks like it's about to rain.
We were in love, we went to this one wedding which his friend's wedding i think so, after that we went to this place i don't actually remember how was the scenery but yeah we were sitting. He sat there and i joined him, i sort of hugged him and lay on his chest, felt his heartbeat. It was beating fast. We hugged for the rest of the day, he looked happy and i did too. I never saw a big smile from me for quite a long time.
After that, we have to go somewhere, i called him cause i want to meet him. So he came and hugged while lifting me and turn around. I feel so happy somehow it was the best present? But its just a dream. Some says if we dream about someone that means they miss us? Well i don't actually believe that sentence since practically everyone said "mimpi tu mainan syaitan" maybe? But it felt so real.
I haven't talked about him for quiet a long time, it was so sudden and i was so young. Its been 3 years now and i think i still love him. Well yea i actually have this one crush on this one guy but it didn't felt like i love this dude. He made me feel something unusual i mean he's wonderful but it's sad for me to just let go of him when he knows how actually i felt for him. It was 2 years ago, i should just forget about it i guess?
He has somebody else and i shouldn't talk about it no more, just move on. I have so many to look up to. So many things to do, but missing him well uhm i guess its part of it. Love, if your reading this i've never felt love like yours. I feel happy most of the time, i cried yes countless times. But what you made me feel, like i was living with the wind. It was calm and i felt happy.
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