Breathe

Assalamualaikum and hello there, i hope its not to late to wish you guys happy new year? lol. Yea i know its pretty late i've been using phone a lot so i don't use the laptop that much. I think this year is pretty fun, maybe. But from what i see its getting better alhamdulillah. I feel much more better i don't think that much about things that might make me cry.

 But its just a beginning insyaAllah everything will work out fine. Monday isn't always my lucky day i was really having a bad day today, my back hurts really bad, i dropped my keow teow on my baju kurung and left a little bit sambal on my tudung. So yeah it wasn't my lucky day but as i was walking to canteen i saw him, it was pretty crowded there and we had an eye contact he smiled at me so did i. I giggled a little bit hahah my friend too and they said "he smiled at me okay!!" which made me laughed. Thank god i have them through ups and down they're my everything.

 It gets better actually so i finished school at 145 because i have extra class and i was going to the canteen well actually my friends went there first cause i was talking with my teacher so i asked them to go first. We didn't actually went to the canteen yet, we took a little stroll lol and went to the canteen, i bought keropok lekor and suddenly as i turn around i saw him again it was coincidence. I was pretty shy so i just walked without looking back.

 My heart was beating as hard as it can i can't even chew hahah. I was happy and a little bit nervous lol idk why okay, so about like 10 minutes i turned around and i guess they were heading back home and i don't even know what he was trying to do, he slid on the ((idk what that thing called its not stairs ok)) he tripped on his friend a little bit hahah, after we done eating we went to the library and did a little bit of study it was fun. Well what i can say is today was.... fun :-)





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