Ekki múkk



Assalamualaikum and hi there well lately i've been listening to a lot of sigur ros's songs, well actually it wasn't because they visited malaysia it was because i was kinda amazed on people's review about them and so i made my mind to listen to one of the songs well what i like the most is varud. It's a pretty good song and ekki mukk, fjogur piano and some of them. 

Somehow when i listen to sigur ros it makes me want to be a better person maybe how the song hypnotize you, while you listening to it you feel like your soul was separated from your body. Wow somehow i sound like this song is making me high or some what hahahah. But its a great band and soley, bjork yeah and some of them and from out of nowhere i feel like waiting on someone you love will pay the price someday i don't know but i feel like a waste giving up on him. 

I feel like i shouldn't give up on him, i should try well if you don't try you won't know what's gonna happen. But if it was a mistake still trying when you already know the answer i don't know what to do, should i give up or should i keep trying. But my friends asked me to move on, forget how you feel about him. He won't like me. I know but i don't know what made me stay that long just to wait for someone to love me back. What made me stay? What?

Questions running through my mind, they need answers. But the right answer that can solve all my of my questions is; move on. I want to move on oh yes i do, i want to talk to him, feel comfortable with him knowing that we're just friends and i don't have any feelings for him. But talking to him, feeling comfortable with him are just not enough to fill up my empty heart. He's nice, he's shy, he's funny any girl would want to be with him but i'm just an illusional freak thought that maybe he would feel same way too. Hahah


; change is never easy, you fight to hold on. you fight to let go

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