Assalamualaikum, my exam is okay well we start with the easier subjects (sort of) such as; seni, sivik, pj and etc. Next week are the big ones hoping to get at least B on everything or an A would be great i don't want to bail my parents this time cause i'm the only one will be in school for the next couple of months. Its always been suck being youngest and sometimes lucky haha

Putting a distance to myself from social networks such as; twitter, blogger, facebook and some other shits. But yeah i do feel kinda bored but i have exams i don't want to spend my whole exam week on internet i have work my butt off to get into a decent class. I'm in the forth class, i feel like i should work on it getting in to a better class well my class is okay but i don't want to stay in that class forever at least i can go to the second class or idk. I hope i won't go to the fifth class i hope so. I really need to buckle up and read more do some questions on every exercise book i have.

It's been a great week, yeah got a lot of things been going lately oh yeah and i got my class photo two days ago which i look awful in it what was i doing, why did the photographer didn't take a decent picture of me smiling not doing something else. Well apparently for the association photos i look okay in it but why is my class photo i look so weird i wasn't smiling everybody else look good in it i have to spoil the picture goddamit. They should just put a white blob on my face. I look so awkward. 

I did bought it for some memories on how awkward i look in every class photos i have. It made me laugh and regret why didn't i smile, i did the photographer count and i was smiling i don't know why the picture didn't turn out as good as i thought i look like i am sick or something. Okay that's enough of me ranting about how i look hahahah. Next year i'll be getting this year's yearbook ah and everyone's gonna look at the photo i was at the front row why...

; everything turn out pretty well, i guess 



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