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Hi there, i thought that september was going to be a great month but i expect to much every air that i exhaled is pain. I'm kinda tired and i'm just letting everything be, but letting everything be that way hurts its sort of ignoring everything but you actually care about it. I just don't know what to do anymore seeing my life falling each day is what can i only do. I know its stupid but moving on isn't easy i like him too much and i didn't know or didn't expect this would happen. But when people say don't give up keep trying. Why would i keep trying cause i already know the answer it would always be a "No, i'm sorry i just can't be with you" i want him to like me oh trust me i would really want that. But i know that it would be impossible. I'm sad on what have i became, i'm trying to be happy by ignoring and just keep trying but i can't. The more i say to myself "just stop" the more i try the harder i...

Hello there, my life is getting sad each day. But overall i'm done i can't handle another heartbreak i just can't. Enough is enough although it hurts to leave but day by day i feel nothing not a single sadness i just feel nothing, i feel like i'm thrown away by this by everything. I just want everything to stop and just live the life i used to live in. The happy life i mean. Well yea, i want to be happy the only thing that can make me happy is going to school and meet my lads and they're like the only one that can make me happy although the pain i bear isn't going away. Who doesn't want to be happy, i would die for happiness but i really feel my life is apparently drifting away from the people i love. I feel neglected by everything, happiness? Maybe. If he's not for me then its fine i don't mind i know it hurts but what can i do, i can't force someone to like me. I sort of think that you should just face the fact he isn't going to feel the...