Willing To

"I'm not asking much, just to love me with all your heart."

Assalamualaikum and hello there so i yes, recently i've been updating like everyday but not as always if i got something to tell i'll update it. But this isn't a big situation hehe. The weather today is so calm, nice yeah it's great. So here it goes.

So do you watch Long Distance Relationship? It was so romantic i nearly cried omg i would love to have that kinda relationship but if.... yes if. The last part hm it was sad well it's like they never met before. It's really hard but they can maintain they're relationship though. Okay so i want a relationship that's really i mean like we don't fight much and misunderstood wow that's a no no. Well who wants to fight. To be honest, i never had a relationship with anyone and no i'm not desperate not at all. I'm just idk.... 

Okay so i want a guy that can understand me and never ask me to open my hijab in front of the webcam, always remnd me that Allah is always watching us. Yeah sort of like that well opening my hijab in front of my boyfriend? well i'm not saying that i don't want to, when we get married he will see it. Okay so in a cute way, we buy the same clothes, hoodies, shoes, bags. When i got cold he gave me his jacket or hoodie. Or we make a couple shirt his shirt have my name and my shirt have his.

Whenever i travel or he travel i would give him my shirt or my hoodie and i know he can't fit it but when he misses me he can hug it. And what about me? Okay i'll take his hoodie and also his shirt i'll wear them i don't care if i can't fit it it's fine with me. And when we went on a date we'll go to the beach or the park. If at the beach we'll watch the sunset. It would be nice. Ha! whenever, i'm going to his house we will bake, cook, ride the bicycle, walk at the park, play piggyback and he will carry me and i will carry him, i will :')

When we bake we will play the flour or icing and make cookies out of our names or cupcakes! Whenever he got sick i will make him a soup or a pudding to make him feel better and a kiss on the forehead or cheek. Yeah and we will Solat Jemaah together. Wow i wish that will come true someday insyaAllah. And we always go to any engagement like the hot air balloon fair,  or any fair hehehe. And when we fight we will hug and say sorry and he will kiss my forehead and say it will never happen again.

And when the day comes when he will put a ring on my finger and declare me as his wife until Jannah it will be the most happiest day of my entire life. But i'm just hoping it will be like that. This is not for my crush. I just want someone like this, who can accept me who am i. Maybe there is someone out there for me but not now i'm too young let's wait and see what does the world awaits :')

"A real man wouldn't care about your past if he sees a future with you in the present moment" 

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