Skeptic and True Believers


Assalamualaikum and hello there.Eh i gain 3kg last week i do not know about this week.I've been thinking that i want to cut all of those fats but i ended up eating hehe.Yeah yeah my eyes got bigger! yay and  by the way those aren't contact lens okay.I don't wear contact lens it's not suitable for my age and i do not want to.Hehe so how are you guys and yeah it's not to late to wish Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas Ho-Ho-Ho.I like about Christmas because the decorations are very fascinating and so pretty the lights.Yeah and by the way i think i'm moving on yeah i'm happy to see i'm like this i don't want to be a burden at his life he have his now it's time for mine :-)

I still love him yeah if it's wrong for you i'm sorry for everything that i did that made you ashamed of me i know yeah Junior in love with a Senior pathetic isn't it.But i'm not blaming anyone and can we still be friends? If we can't i understand it's okay."Allah memberi dugaan terhadap makhluknya kerana Allah menyayanginya" And i'm thankful that Allah is still testing me.For all those posts before i was weak and wasn't that strong enough to handle anything.11/11/11 it's the most beautiful date and what happened to me and it was a long time ago.Sometimes i said "Allah ambillah nyawa aku, aku dah tak tahan nak hidup macam ni" I know Allah can hear me but i don't appreciate what he gave me what about others that is more miserable than me they can live a better life what about me i have everything i want but i'm still not thankful of it? hm

That's about it and now it's about Twitter.As we all know yeah yeah i know him from twitter so shh hehe.I miss the old twitter where they don't bash/troll people "Orang yang tak bersalah dipersalahkan" why did they do that.Twitter these days is mocking people that's not guilty or anything are they're jealous i need answers these questions need answers.Look you don't have to bash/troll people that's not nice.It trends until worldwide? What about other countries that sees us like this.IS THIS MALAYSIAN PEOPLE? is it? I don't recognize the word "Malay" and that is kindness not rudeness.For those are Islams what is happening brothers/sisters? Where did the "Love" went.Allah doesn't like when we do this y/know that.I maybe not perfect but what happened like really what happened? 

I'm sad what we did to those people who aren't guilty.They try apologize but you guys still mock them.Even a 13y/o, in relationship with a someone that they like, and even an innocent girl that in relationship with someone that all of malaysian girls chase.What is happening? Facebook, Blogger and even the place that i love the most Twitter.For those who always been bash/troll a lot of times.Allah love you guys and i will always support you guys no matter what happen.Sometimes in life sacrifice is the most important thing.I know i'm nobody but i can must speak for good or bad.No matter what happen i know you guys probably said "Eleh, minah ni kau tak pernah kena bash/troll dah belagak macam pernah kena" i know i never been bash/troll but i can feel the pain that they feel right now.What happen if someone bash/troll you how do you feel? What you feel right there is what "they" feel when you guys bash/troll her/him.

That's what i said I MISS THE OLD TWITTER! all people said "Bring back old twitter", "Dulu twitter aman damai takde bash/troll and tak pernah wujud dalam dunia twitter" i know i'm not that old at twitter i started tweeting at May i don't remember when though but i know it's when this blog created.At first i started i never had readers well i have but not as many as now.I'm thankful that i can let it out here although it's just a blog.But it's kinda like my diary it's not all of my secrets are here but some of them i would like to share and some of them i didn't.But if anything happen to me i let you guys know right haha i sound like i'm leaving this blog well apparently not.

I never had a comment before well haha i do want to but if you guys don't want to comment it's okay.I'm not mad at all.So it's gonna be 2012 soon and i'll be 14 this January yeah.14....hm i don't want to leave 13 i miss the moment that i spent with my love ones eh eh hehe.Really i miss it so much and i miss him hehe.I think that's enough and thank you for reading Assalamualaikum, x

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