When You Love Someone Set It Free


Assalamualaikum and hello there as you see that picture um yeah i was bored so i played it.Today at Twiiter/Facebook at posts about love even Blogger i was like what? Is it "Love day?" speaking of it i did posts some of it it's just some memories but some of them it's like hurting me i kept hoping for what? i know but i fell in love i have to move on the fact is he was never mine and will never! 

I do know that but i just i don't know it's hard i do love him and it's time i have to set him free and accept him as my friend like i did with Zul he also knew that i loved him but he said sorry and said "Can we still be friends" yeah of course Zul :') but it was along time ago.Yeah my love story sucks, aha if i have one o_o.Back to the topic mwehehe :'3 well since then i don't have an appetite to eat and further more, i've been having alot of stomach ache lately is it gastric? 

I don't know i'm better off dying who cares anyway.And i do think sometimes he did know i liked him Hana told me and it does made me sad and feel useless i have nothing to be proud of my life suck, my grade sucks and also i suck.When you guys are in my shoes you guys will never be happy the only medicine for it is Solat and reciting Quran that calm me down alot although i'm crying while i'm reciting my doa my ustazah said "Kita nangis sebab ikhlas" and i have a heart that was torn to pieces, been hurt by backstabbers, been punch and importantly been hatred.I never wanted all this to happened but it was my fate i'm thankful that i'm still alive but being alive like this hatred my heart like badly i always wander why did i was gifted a feelings and a heart just take them away Allah it's yours but i hurt it alot i'm sorry :-(

I have alot of problems i have to face it alone first about you-know-who second Hanis third School fourth Family fifth me.You guys knew that Hanis is moving away right? yeah everytime i think it's getting nearer i don't want her to leave me i don't she's everything to me she understands me and she supports everything what i did she also says "Syafiqah , kau lupakan jelah dia start a new life" forgetting him? it's hard Hanis but i still want to befriend him he's nice and yeah i don't know why i fall for him.Hanis is also facing the biggest problems her boyfriend well this is the third time i said well you know what.And she's having a fever right now i said to her "Macamana nak makan ubat kalau perut tu kosong" Hanis i know why cause you cried like everyday missing Aliff hunny it's okay he will never forget you.I also miss him like alot i cried almost everyday and my heart will never fall for anyone anymore i promise it hurts when you have to accept the consequences it hurts i said.

My sister said "Sampai bila kau nak bergantung pada dia ika, dia dah ada orang lain dia bukan ingat kau pun" my sister is trying to do the best for me i know but if you reading this i know i love you and i'm sorry for loving you and i still want to befriend you but only as a friend and i promise i won't fall for you again.It's hard i know but i will try, i promise..

Terang terang, bersama rasa sayang ku biarkan kau terbang.

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