Turning Tables


Heyyurh and Assalamualaikum peeps! so yesterday i went to school it's a normal day things got better between me with fatihah we talked smiled at each other, i felt better.Exam is like around the corner so i better apologize to the people that i hurt.So readers forgive me if i do wrong or etc.Today form 5 grad so i feel like he is leaving me hmm i'm gonna loose him next year am so sad ;~;.

I wish i can stay 2011 which is stay 13 and he can be 17 forever with me and also after 3 years i bet he'll be marrying the girl he love.I don't know what to do it's hard for me to just go through and forget him but how? he doesn't even know i love him.I will miss his smile his voice calling my name.I wish we were never met :-( uhhuk...i don't want that either.How am i gonna do.I just wanted to say to him that i love him so badly but i just can't :-( he doesn't even belong to me.Sometimes it's hard when you fall inlove whith someone and you have to forget about him/her anyway guys i need to go now. Byebye and Assalamualaikum ! xx




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