Trying But I Can't



Heyyurh and Assalamualaikum peeps, today i dreamt of him it was a nice dream! I dreamt that i was having a party at my house and he was there with his father, at first i was cleaning the dishes and he said hi i said hi to him he was holding his bb and i said tak habis-habis dengan bb dia tu ;p and he smiled after that he wants to go home so he take the train and looks like his father doesn’t use to go to train so my sister was convincing them and i was just smiling at him after that i went to this place i don’t know where it is and he’s and his father are talking about me and he ran from the train to me, suddenly i saw him running to me and smiling i was like what are you doing here the weird part i said it’s like 36 km it was weird haha, after that he held my hand and say i love you i think your the one for me, and he never let go of my hand and that’s the dream sweet ait? 


But i wish it was real before this when i fell in love it’s hard for me to dream of him but now am like dreamt of him everyday i wish it will come true someday! Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin :) so today mum said to me to go to grandparent’s house but i am too lazy, maybe am just thinking about my fellow readers hikhik! 


Like i have one ait? If your reading this thank you very-very much leb you guys velly-velly much :3 , so what are guys planning for this weekend well am lying at my bed , sleepy and am waiting for him, where is he anyway ? -.-‘ but i never get annoyed by his attitude although he treat all these girls the same but i fell he treat me very-very different he like to tease me sometimes and i blushed, the way he smile and call my name but i don’t think he likes me or something am not hoping for anything, anyway i think that’s all if anything happens i’ll let you olls know kay, bubye ! xx


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