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Hey and Assalamualaikum readers so yesterday my sister knew about that dude at first i was shocked and then i tried to think positively she's my sister and she deserves to know.So i just let her know about him and then she said "Does have a gf" so i said yes and my sister said find someone else ika, but kakak i can't i'm madly in love with him what shall i do.So i was gonna let her see his gf on his twitpic and then suddenly he remove his twitter i was like eh? what's wrong i thought it was twitter's fault well , sometimes twitter is ove capacity and etc.So i logged off and try to logged in and it was true he deleted his twitter acc but why he did that? is it because spm is like around the corner but how am i gonna say goodluck to him and chat with him.

I really miss him  i have to wait 1 week and then i can see him but i don't know if he'll come.Um , so just now his brother chat with me we talk and talk and talk and he's sleepy so he said goodbye to me and logged out.I just wanna ask why did your brother deleted his acc i know am just like a stalker but i have to know somehow but i'm never gonna ask him to shy, man.

So life goes on without him on my twitter and so my followers decreases lol i don't have many followers but i love them, they're like my roots that support me.And i wish he was a part of it too.Hm i just can't stop asking why he deleted his twitter.Hmm you guys i know am madly inlove with him but i had no choice my sister also ain't letting me fall in love with him maybe she's afraid that i'll be hurt.

Kakak, ikah dah banyak kali kena camtu ikah macam tepuk sebelah tangan je.I know i don't deserve him the more i tried the more it hurts when seeing him putting his gf picture somehow it makes me cry sometimes wonder why did i even love him.I know this feeling came from Allah , if theres hope i'll be with him but i never stop praying that he will be happy and find a right girl to guide him in his life someday.I know it will not be me but i will never stop praying for him.If i got a chance to be with him i will never let him go or waste his life living with me i would make our lives worth it if i married him,sigh.Anyway guys i think that's all am getting tired of crying all day long so bubye take care and nighty-night ! xx



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