Heartbeat

See these quotes umm yeah, that how i felt.




 Hey peeps it's been a long time i didn't post anything so i would like to tell a story about me and this dude.So were having road run/ cross country at my school as a prefect(k lol)i wanted to jaga track and i jagalah.Suddenly a dude ran and got the first place and he asked me for a one bottle of water and i was like looking at him and a teacher "ITU UTK RUMAH KUNING SAHAJA" and i was like :O i wanted to give the bottle to him and i was a shy kitty cat cat.So months passed through and bla-bla happened.

This month i knew he had a facebook so i search and search and i finally found(yeay!) i was expecting he haven't got a girlfriend and that moment ended when i saw his girlfriend and him in this photo and i was like " awww D': " so we chat and chat.Ah! theres a funny thing he didn't believe i was thirteen lol.

So he is seventeen yeah i know he is old you can't judge love! and i fell inlove with him he's gorgeous and then i saw his profile picture today and yeap it is with his girlfriend and i felt hurt again and i loose faith in myself and told my friend that i can't take this any more and be cast down.I just really love him so much he means everything tome although his just my friend.k that's all i cn say :) .  Kbaiii

                                          xoxo <3

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