rock bottom
These past few months have been so difficult to me and to my family. My dad is no longer my dad. He's no longer the superhero I once knew. Ever since I left home to continue my studies, everything seem fine even though he was constantly sick. When my semester finished, everything is different here. My home seem like a hospital, my dad is on his bed. Skinny, brittle, weak. My heart broke into the littlest pieces. It is so different it seem like it's no longer home and it's no longer him. It's strange how things can change so easily, how the times back then were just memories. One night, I thought I would lose him. I really I thought I would. He's my world, my gift from god and I don't think I'm ready to let him go. I want him to see me graduate, to see me get my first stable job, to see me on that stage receiving an excellent scroll from the best university, to see me achieve my dreams, to see me in front of him smiling and smiling. I just want him to get wel...