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It has been so long since I last updated but guess what? I'm finally sitting for spm. It's only been a week, I have like 2 weeks left to go. These 5 months there were some nice and some bad memories. I wish I update this more often like I used too. Let's get started--- On august, I went to his house. It was an eid open house. Which pretty much not a big thing if you get invited pun? But I could not interpret it into words how I felt that day. Seeing him again, talking to him again was too good to be true. Last time I saw him was particularly like 1 or 2 years ago? We do talk pretty much often on internet. Seeing him again, looking into his eyes...it felt as if it's a dream I would never want to be waken up with. On september, I made my mind to stop myself from talking about him. There was a day where I promised not to even think about him nor even to talk to him ever again. There I was buying some vegetables at a local pasar malam. Honestly, I was searching for hi...