I think the time has come for me to move on. I'm done fighting for something i know i can't and won't ever have. It hurts, yeah it feels like someone is stabbing you're heart. I feel numb, nothing but overall i feel empty. I'm glad to have my friends around me they can take the pain away for quiet some time to be frank, they're like my happy pills. But its not enough to mend what has happened, apparently they asked to not to think about it but how when he's the only one been going through my mind. These past few weeks, months had been great almost perfect but i guess it has to end. Let's not put the blame on him, its my fault like they say high expectations leads to great disappointments ya he's everything that i've ever wanted but i can't do anything i've tried and tried but i guess its just not meant to be. Ya crying its not a routine but ya i do that a lot these past few days. Let's just say i was having a great time and suddenly...
