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I'm sorry if i've changed these past few days turned in to the quiet one, i'm sorry if i push you away. I don't want to burden anyone with my problems again, enough is enough. This time let me burden myself with all of my problems and all. Walking alone makes me want to continue to push people away, lately i feel down most of the time..  But i think no one noticed that since i showed them a bit of my happy side. I want them to know how it breaks me each and every time its just that i think that they won't understand like i said this time i'm gonna face it alone. They're my happy pills yea i know i should at least share my problems but they're having such a great time i don't want to be such a mood killer telling my problems when they got lots of things going through they're mind. Let's just keep it as a secret perhaps?  I love them more than anything i'm afraid what i'm doing right now might loose them one day, but i hope not. The...

Assalamualaikum and hello there, i'm sorry for the late update its just that i'm lazy haha. Well since its chinese new year and we got a week off but i got lot's of homework ugh i know such a mood killer but what to do pmr ain't going to answer for themselves now are they? I got like 7 essays to do, some english homework and yea maths. Well its not that much actually okayla. I went camping, it was really fun. I haven't been to sg. congkak for a really long time, the last time i went was seriously a long time ago. Apparently i spent 3/4 hours in the water lol (macam jakun pun ada) It was a memory to be kept, a great one. I went jungle trekking too which is pretty scary cause it was dark and yknow its the jungle haha, my back hurts because we were climbing and all. Ya i feel like shit hahah. We slept in a tent hehe it was really cold and windy.  Had a really great week, i went to a competition at school this week's friday. It was great took pictures and stu...